I also have started having anxiety dreams where I go home for Thanksgiving and my family is passive-aggressive and disgusted because I gained weight, and they make snide comments at dinner. Or some dreams, I don't get dinner, and I have to run sprints outside while everyone else eats pie. It should be noted that in those dreams, I am the same size I am now; it's my current weight that they are mocking.
To cheer me up, let's do a meme! Say "salad fingers," and I'll ask you five questions blah blah blah.
angelis_ignis gave me...
( derp derp derp )
( THE HOLY SHIT QUOTIENT HAS BROKEN THE SOUND BARRIER, GUYS! )
Analysis of this chapter in more real depth comes tomorrow. I'm too jacked up right now. WITH AWESOME.
EDIT: YOU KNOW WHAT, THIS DESERVES DANCING TEAM HAWK!
I woke up too late this morning to eat breakfast before my CORE Japan class, which is supposed to be about culture and stuff but is actually an econ course in disguise THANKS PROFESSOR KATO >O all the other CORE Japan classes are reading The Tale of Genji and talking about bushido and the Heian period while I am looking at charts s-sob TT__TT So I ate an orange after class let out, which was around 9:45, but it was a little green and now my tummy hurts for some reason. :C YOU WOULD THINK I WOULD BE MUCH MORE EMO ABOUT TODAY, BUT I'VE BEEN SURPRISINGLY MELLOW ABOUT EVERYTHING.
Which is funny, considering all the entries around both my senior and junior years of high school at this time are full of WANGST and EMUUUUU and general fail whining. Perhaps my vow about a month ago to not let anything Masashi Kishimoto does bother me anymore has broadened and expanded to all walks of life? I HAVE ACHIEVED ZEN THROUGH CRAPPY MANGA 8D and capslock, too.
Polanskigate is full of fail, but other people have expressed their rage far better than I ever could. My problem is, I can at times be extremely eloquent, and at other times be extremely angry, but I can rarely be extremely eloquent while I'm angry. D| So either I look like some cold dispassionate person who doesn't really care, or a SPITTING FOAMING BALL OF RAAAAABIES. I can't win. I also feel kind of awkward and bad because this whole stupid story came out a day after I started writing that huge M-rated fic mentioned in an earlier post, and I'm starting to feel uncomfortable writing it because like I don't know, it's just weird to be really angry about Polanski and then write something involving dark themes that are similar and I feel kind of bad about it. But at the same time, I haven't written this much this fast since...um, a long time. WHY DO I FAIL AT BEING A NORMAL HUMAN BEEEEING SOB *forks self in head* fine, I'm going to hell, whatever.
I wanna get a DS and play 358/2 Daysssss~~ Kingdom Hearts, I miss you. ;_; (Is there a Riku portion of the game? Is there? Please? *WANTS*)
It's so cold here nowadays. D| It also has rained on/off nonstop for FIVE DAYS. graaaaah upstate New York D| D| D|
/fails to conclude post in a snappy, concise manner
I joined the Anime Club here! (in addition to 247 other organizations on campus that I will
Speaking of, THE NARUTO CHAPTER CAME OUT EARLY THIS WEEK, HAPPY TIME~
( There is a sliding scale of nostalgia in effect here. )
The tragic irony is that I just half-slept through my morning CORE Japan class and econ-realted lecture, and came to the library and wasted all that brainpower dissecting Naruto 464. PRIORITIES: I HAS THEM.
So, I did something I've been meaning to do for a very long time: I finally read the game script to The World Ends With You. (I did the same thing with Chain of Memories--I don't own a DS, and I fricking wanted to play both games solely for the plot)
*s-sob* What a beautiful game. What an uplifting story. And the sheer number of mind-fracking plot twists was just glorious. Now I wish I'd played it for real, just to get those revelations in real-time.
Things I Liked:
( spoilers )
Also: "The proof is in the pudding. The pudding...of their DOOM." fffffffffffff
Must read promotional manga now~
EDIT: Choice bits from the manga:
( total dorkery )
I just bought Okami and I spent three hours playing it. What an amazing game. Yes, I am super old-school behind-the-times, but whatever. Okami's awesome.
Also, went and saw Star Trek. Speaking as a person who has never ever seen anything Star Trek or even Star Trek-related in her life, I thought it was the best movie I've seen all year. I also saw Up two days ago, and cried like a little girl. Great movies, the both of them. Up is so cute, I think it could cure cancer.
EDIT: Dear President Barack Obama, you are awesome, the end.
( Sasuke/Karin. I know, what the frig. )
Write 10 different categories of fic, in as few words as possible.
Ganked from redbrunja, this meme has been going around my flist, and I felt like writing tonight. I was all raring to write it to Itachi/Anko, but I changed my mind at the last minute to...
So I'm supposed to be writing several Creative Writing stories that I am way behind on, in addition to doing that term paper that is due A WEEK FROM TOMORROW, but I was instead thinking about frivolous things. So I felt like sharing.
( Ill-organized thinkythoughts on the Sannin and Sasuke )
I love it when people's words are thrown right back in their faces in that way. Love it. It's a trope that I adore.
( Tangent on tropes, Disney movies, and pseudo-father/son relationships )
And....wow. Okay. Nothing...much more to talk about here. I'm...going to go do some work or something. *sidles out*
EDIT: Also, apparently the government owes me money! I signed my tax forms a couple days ago, and the people (my parents have some service do them) said I'm going to get a refund of $107. Cooooooooool.
Name a character from any of my fandoms, and I'll tell you every pairing I've ever written them in, read them in, or even just thought about.
Ganked from bellzooks.
I love crack pairings a lot, so don't be surprised with some of the things I come up with. (
....Why have I never discovered wrestling before?
Short story short, I promised abrof and chocomarauder I'd come to one of their wrestling matches one of these days, this became the day, and I think I lost my voice from screaming. I was so pumped! Watching wrestling is awesome! (I kind of ended up mostly watching the guys' rear ends, but let's not throw stones at the newbie, shall we? *sweat*) I kind of want to, like, break stuff or something, I'm so jacked up right now.
Or I would be, except my little sister's out getting X-rays of her elbows. They might be fractured; she fell on them really hard at her basketball game, and she's in a lot of pain. DDDDDD: Keep her in your thoughts/prayers/Satanic rituals tonight, plz? (Maybe not so much the last one.)
Haven't been posting much due to chronic laziness, addiction to RP, etc. Actually, I've been meaning to dork out about RP for a while, so here:( tl;dr I spend too much of my life RPing, don't look at me )
I just finished one of my Christmas request fics! Only... ten to go! ahahaha I'm doomed.
I also still have to finish a rough draft of a story for Creative Writing, start the second-quarter anthology for said class, and write that goddamn term paper rough draft instead of slacking off like a stupidass. D: *is filled with self-loathing*
ALSO! I FOUND ITACHI/ANKO FACEBOOK FLAIR!!!! THIS IS THE BEST DAY EVER IN THE WORLD LALALALA~
STEPHEN KING FANS: I was reading this article in the health/science section of the paper this morning, and they were raving about this brain tumor they removed from a baby that had:
A foot, a hand, some teeth, and a spinal column in it.
They have never seen anything like it, and it doesn't really fit any other medical conditions quite correctly. They don't know what to make of it.
George Stark, anyone?