i've got soul, but i'm not a soldier

[elementalhero]

HI GUYS LOOK WHO HAS BEEN A GIANT JERK AND NOT UPDATED THIS THING IN A GOOD LONG TIME 8D

My life right now: Plurk, Tumblr, Pokemon, more Plurk, YGO fandom, RPing, stress, stress, job applications, stress. I have not felt not-stressed for the entirety of my stay at home so far, and most of it is for no legitimate reason. Idk. I'm not happy about it but I don't know what to do. I'm not good at locating the "don't worry/worry" switch in my brain.

I keep telling myself I'll write up a big entry, but then I don't, so maybe writing a smaller one will help. I'm cleaning out my room right now in preparation to swap with my younger sister, I'm waiting on a job app that has been a marvelously huge pain in my ass, and I am in a tear-inducing level of frustration with my body right now. So yeah.

/SURPRISINGLY UNCHEERFUL UPDATE

Comments

[gorgeous-moth.livejournal.com]

I know we haven't messaged each other in a while but hey, HUGS. I may not know exactly how you feel but I understand what you are feeling.

Just...I miss you, I guess. Haha :)

Take care of yourself well, then everything will follow. I'm really not good with words or with comforting someone but good luck~

xoxo~ :)

[thehopeofdawn.livejournal.com]

Hiiiiiiiiiii ♥

[admiral]

*hugs* I hope things get better for you soon. I know how stressed-for-no-reason can be and it sucks.