That was hard. ;~~;
But I feel sort of relieved about it, now that I did it. Now I can concentrate on the things I wanted to do this summer, like seeing my RL friends in the few hours I get to myself every day, and writing that big PokeSpe fanfiction I talked about a while ago, and reading all the books I keep bringing home. And I'm coming back to my games when work is over, so it's not really dropping so much as extended-lock-down-hiatusing.
In the world of PokeSpe recaps, I get to do my favorite chapter in the RBG arc tomorrow. I am so excited omg *____*
But I feel sort of relieved about it, now that I did it. Now I can concentrate on the things I wanted to do this summer, like seeing my RL friends in the few hours I get to myself every day, and writing that big PokeSpe fanfiction I talked about a while ago, and reading all the books I keep bringing home. And I'm coming back to my games when work is over, so it's not really dropping so much as extended-lock-down-hiatusing.
In the world of PokeSpe recaps, I get to do my favorite chapter in the RBG arc tomorrow. I am so excited omg *____*
SEVERAL THINGS, ONE OF WHICH IS IMPORTANT
May. 25th, 2010 01:31 pmFirst: NEW YU-GI-OH ABRIDGED EP EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~
Second: oh my god why is Platinum so addicting how is this happening to me
Finally: the real point of this post.
I'm thinking about taking a hiatus for a week in all my games, as a Band-Aid measure until I can figure my life out.
I just did my first afternoon shift yesterday.
For those of you who have not heard me bitching about this for the past two weeks, I just began a summer job at a book printing company working on the production floor. I have to wear earplugs and steel-toed boots. I have to load things into machines. I have to stand and lift things for eight hours. That is basically the gist of this job. It is exhausting, both physically and mentally (in the way that completely mindless continual work is exhousting due to the sheer mental BOREDOM that occurs while your feet try to gnaw themselves from your ankles), and though I have time in the mornings to tag, right now I don't know if I will be able to mentally handle it. I just said "mentally" like three times in a row. Augh.
Now, excuse me while I crawl somewhere and pass out.
Second: oh my god why is Platinum so addicting how is this happening to me
Finally: the real point of this post.
I'm thinking about taking a hiatus for a week in all my games, as a Band-Aid measure until I can figure my life out.
I just did my first afternoon shift yesterday.
For those of you who have not heard me bitching about this for the past two weeks, I just began a summer job at a book printing company working on the production floor. I have to wear earplugs and steel-toed boots. I have to load things into machines. I have to stand and lift things for eight hours. That is basically the gist of this job. It is exhausting, both physically and mentally (in the way that completely mindless continual work is exhousting due to the sheer mental BOREDOM that occurs while your feet try to gnaw themselves from your ankles), and though I have time in the mornings to tag, right now I don't know if I will be able to mentally handle it. I just said "mentally" like three times in a row. Augh.
Now, excuse me while I crawl somewhere and pass out.
serendipity
May. 22nd, 2010 10:35 amIt's amazing how just as I despair of things ever working out, they seem to work out.
Also, I caught Mewtwo and named him Invictus. Nobody can tell me I am not the coolest person ever. /sunglasses
Also, I caught Mewtwo and named him Invictus. Nobody can tell me I am not the coolest person ever. /sunglasses
turning and turning in the widening gyre
May. 14th, 2010 04:03 pmI just walked my dog three miles for no reason! \o/ Don't worry, she needed the exercise.
Stole this meme from
redbrunja:
When you see this message, post your favorite quote from three of your currently-airing fandoms.
"It wasn't me who was wrong. It was the world!"
"True beauty lies in the heart! The heart that's capable of love! You have to realize this, before the entire world is destroyed at your hands!" ;~~~~~~~;
Nightmare: "I shall rip out thy heart!"
Harry Dresden: "It's thine heart."
Hmm. I'm noticing a trend of things that sound outrageously ridiculous and stupidly epic. Oh well, I already knew I liked that anyway. ;D Guess the non-Harry-Dresden ones and win a prize of feeling good about yourself.
Nnngh. While my headache is better today, RP has been a mixed bag for me lately.
( Good, bad, and headache-inducing. )
There are more but I am tired. nnh. Anyway. Off to go see Iron Man 2, catch you all later~
Stole this meme from
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When you see this message, post your favorite quote from three of your currently-airing fandoms.
"It wasn't me who was wrong. It was the world!"
"True beauty lies in the heart! The heart that's capable of love! You have to realize this, before the entire world is destroyed at your hands!" ;~~~~~~~;
Nightmare: "I shall rip out thy heart!"
Harry Dresden: "It's thine heart."
Hmm. I'm noticing a trend of things that sound outrageously ridiculous and stupidly epic. Oh well, I already knew I liked that anyway. ;D Guess the non-Harry-Dresden ones and win a prize of feeling good about yourself.
Nnngh. While my headache is better today, RP has been a mixed bag for me lately.
( Good, bad, and headache-inducing. )
There are more but I am tired. nnh. Anyway. Off to go see Iron Man 2, catch you all later~
dffffffffffffffff
Apr. 30th, 2010 02:16 amWhy do I always fail to do the simplest things in time for me to not have to do them at stupid hours of the morning? Bonus points for this being a dual assignment, and someone else's grade is riding on this. Ugh, self-loathing.
I basically spent all day internally squeeing because one of our new muns at Kannagara is a former Suzaku-mun who has not expressed aversion to the idea of bringing him to Kannagara; cue me biting my lip for seven hours because I promised myself I wouldn't be obnoxious and startpersuading PESTERING (call a spade a spade, self) her to maybe possibly please oh please for the love of god bring him what do you want I can give you money.
Icon vaguely related because we clogged chat with Geass talk for like an hour and she passed on the relevant information to me that Word of God states Shirley conceivably could have been Lelouch's primary love interest had she not been killed off (same Word of God also basically confirmed that Lelouch and Suzaku areHeterosexual Life Partners, which also made me squee SOB WHAT HAS THIS SHOW DONE TO ME) and I got all excited because HAHA SUCK IT MY PRIMARY HET SHIP WAS CANON. EXCEPT NOT. BUT KIND OF. FROM A CERTAIN POINT OF VIEW. /sob Shirley why did you have to die
Back to finishing this crappy project summary, /drinks heavily
I basically spent all day internally squeeing because one of our new muns at Kannagara is a former Suzaku-mun who has not expressed aversion to the idea of bringing him to Kannagara; cue me biting my lip for seven hours because I promised myself I wouldn't be obnoxious and start
Icon vaguely related because we clogged chat with Geass talk for like an hour and she passed on the relevant information to me that Word of God states Shirley conceivably could have been Lelouch's primary love interest had she not been killed off (same Word of God also basically confirmed that Lelouch and Suzaku are
Back to finishing this crappy project summary, /drinks heavily
+ I got the summer job I applied for at home! NINE BUCKS AN HOUR WOOT WOOT
+ I only have studying left to do before finals
+ I'm being enabled into playing Maya from Persona 2 at Kannagara, sob
~
- I slept in and missed Japanese this morning like a complete failure D|
- I thought I did really well on my last history test, but I didn't, so now I have to ace the final or I'm in deep shit :CCCCCCCC
- Need to start dieting again, but that will probably not happen until I get home because finals stress makes me eat :x
+ I only have studying left to do before finals
+ I'm being enabled into playing Maya from Persona 2 at Kannagara, sob
~
- I slept in and missed Japanese this morning like a complete failure D|
- I thought I did really well on my last history test, but I didn't, so now I have to ace the final or I'm in deep shit :CCCCCCCC
- Need to start dieting again, but that will probably not happen until I get home because finals stress makes me eat :x
I AM CLEARLY PRETTY AWESOME, YOU GUYS
Apr. 11th, 2010 02:47 pmSo after I finished my Aphra Behn paper, suddenly the whole universe started going right for me!
~I got the last available seat in the Fiction Writing Workshop class \o/ \o/ \o/
~I got to sleep |D
~I went and saw Date Night, which was funny even if it was pretty heteronormative /guilt
But MOST AMAZINGLY OF ALL, my Lelouch got namedropped in two separate threads on the anonmeme! AND PEOPLE LOVE ME, APPARENTLY ;~~~~~~~; This has never happened to me before, so I was pretty gd overwhelmed. Like, okay, I was mentioned in one anon's list of three or four of "the best Lelouches." Do you know who else was on the list? Do you know who else was on that list?
kay_willow's xcix.
Dude, okay, that is like getting compared to Jesus.
/cries with happiness ;~~;
TO EVERY ANON WHO SAID NICE THING ABOUT ME, OMG ILU ;~~; and I shall continue to do my best in future o9
~I got the last available seat in the Fiction Writing Workshop class \o/ \o/ \o/
~I got to sleep |D
~I went and saw Date Night, which was funny even if it was pretty heteronormative /guilt
But MOST AMAZINGLY OF ALL, my Lelouch got namedropped in two separate threads on the anonmeme! AND PEOPLE LOVE ME, APPARENTLY ;~~~~~~~; This has never happened to me before, so I was pretty gd overwhelmed. Like, okay, I was mentioned in one anon's list of three or four of "the best Lelouches." Do you know who else was on the list? Do you know who else was on that list?
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Dude, okay, that is like getting compared to Jesus.
/cries with happiness ;~~;
TO EVERY ANON WHO SAID NICE THING ABOUT ME, OMG ILU ;~~; and I shall continue to do my best in future o9
/LOUD HEADDESKING SOUNDS
Apr. 4th, 2010 11:29 pmI have to start automatically calling RP hiatuses when I go home for periods of time shorter than a week. I never get on the computer when I'm spending limited amounts of time with my family. Especially around holidays.
Easter was nice. Especially nice when I evolved my Eevee into an Umbreon after three straight days of grinding, grooming, and pampering. rofl that's probably some sort of blasphemy or something.
HNNNNGH to-do list:
~Aphra Behn Paper: due April 9
~Human Voice Project: due April 21
~History test: April 21, for which I have to do nine long chapters of reading FML FML
~oh yeah, and STUDYING FOR EVERYTHING EVER
I'm still better off than I was at this time last semester, though, so that is something to look at as an accomplishment :U
I'm also sooo behind in RP, |D. In XI, I just kind of hover around the fringe, but I think I have some tag left hanging from last week still. :/ feeling kind of bad about that, but I know I'm not going to do it tonight, my brain's not in the right shape. Maybe I should hiatus there for a week, get my head on straight.
I'd like to curl up under a rock and not come out until May 8, please. D|
Easter was nice. Especially nice when I evolved my Eevee into an Umbreon after three straight days of grinding, grooming, and pampering. rofl that's probably some sort of blasphemy or something.
HNNNNGH to-do list:
~Aphra Behn Paper: due April 9
~Human Voice Project: due April 21
~History test: April 21, for which I have to do nine long chapters of reading FML FML
~oh yeah, and STUDYING FOR EVERYTHING EVER
I'm still better off than I was at this time last semester, though, so that is something to look at as an accomplishment :U
I'm also sooo behind in RP, |D. In XI, I just kind of hover around the fringe, but I think I have some tag left hanging from last week still. :/ feeling kind of bad about that, but I know I'm not going to do it tonight, my brain's not in the right shape. Maybe I should hiatus there for a week, get my head on straight.
I'd like to curl up under a rock and not come out until May 8, please. D|
ganked from
anzila
Mar. 29th, 2010 07:22 pmName seven of your characters/muses
1. Sasuke Uchiha (AU) |
impassive_eyes
2. Ruby (AU) |
seeks_beauty
3. Lelouch vi Britannia |
dramatic_cape
4. Itachi Uchiha (AU) |
useddreameater
5. Silver (AU) |
thisismyfight
6. Yellow (formerly AU) |
sweet_hat
7. Madara Uchiha (CRACKverse) |
haxxdamoon
( sob, look at how many are AU )
rofl that took forever BUT IT WAS WORTH IT
1. Sasuke Uchiha (AU) |
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2. Ruby (AU) |
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3. Lelouch vi Britannia |
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4. Itachi Uchiha (AU) |
![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
5. Silver (AU) |
![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
6. Yellow (formerly AU) |
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7. Madara Uchiha (CRACKverse) |
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( sob, look at how many are AU )
rofl that took forever BUT IT WAS WORTH IT
time management :|b
Mar. 26th, 2010 06:10 pmIt occurred to me that I should really be working on my app for Ruby at Luceti if I want to have it in by April 1. One the one hand, I'd like to play there, but on the other hand, I'm not so sure how I'll manage four games during academic crunch time. Maybe I should wait a month and app him during the May cycle, so I'll have time to do all the things I have to get done this month. But then I'd feel like a dick... On the other hand, I could app him, get him going with some CR and things, and then hiatus around finals week to rid myself of distractions. HMM. this would not be happening if I weren't so easily enabled gdit.
AND IF THAT ISN'T ENOUGH, I GOT NYM TO APP BLUE AT SQUAREWARTS but lol of course that meant I ABSOLUTELY HAD TO APP SILVER orz orz orz six characters in four games why do I do this
AND IF THAT ISN'T ENOUGH, I GOT NYM TO APP BLUE AT SQUAREWARTS but lol of course that meant I ABSOLUTELY HAD TO APP SILVER orz orz orz six characters in four games why do I do this
This again.
Mar. 21st, 2010 12:24 amI'd really appreciate concrit if you have it, guys. C:
The How's My Driving? Meme
EDIT: I'd also appreciate love, if you have any to offer. ♥
The RP Love Meme: ♡♥♡My thread here!♡♥♡
EDIT: I'd also appreciate love, if you have any to offer. ♥
The RP Love Meme: ♡♥♡My thread here!♡♥♡
why am i not even surprised anymore :/
Mar. 9th, 2010 01:28 amI've been enabled into apping Ruby at
luceti.
Help me come up with a badass username!
[Poll #1535765]
IN RELATED INTERESTING FACTS:
~'Ruby' is the name given to gemstones made of red corundum. All other colors of corundum are known as sapphires. 8D eeeeeeeeeeeee~ /derps on the symbolism, ha ha my ship is symbolicker than yours
~My birthday is in July, so the ruby is my birthstone! :D
~idk anymore, man.
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Help me come up with a badass username!
[Poll #1535765]
IN RELATED INTERESTING FACTS:
~'Ruby' is the name given to gemstones made of red corundum. All other colors of corundum are known as sapphires. 8D eeeeeeeeeeeee~ /derps on the symbolism, ha ha my ship is symbolicker than yours
~My birthday is in July, so the ruby is my birthstone! :D
~idk anymore, man.
doop doop doop
Jan. 23rd, 2010 01:52 pmSo now I find out that tech support doesn't work on the weekends, and they won't give me my goddamn laptop back until Monday, and I wanted it back for tomorrow so I could send it home without needing to waste money on shipping it because I could send it with someone I know. So it had better be goddamn FIXED when I get it back on Monday or I will rip their tonsils out. aaaaaaaaargh.
In other news, ganked this meme from
alienchrist!
List the RP journals you have and tell why you chose that name.
( Now that I have enough journals to justify doing this... )
In other news, ganked this meme from
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List the RP journals you have and tell why you chose that name.
( Now that I have enough journals to justify doing this... )
AAAAAAAAAAAAH
Jan. 21st, 2010 05:53 pmMY LAPTOP HAS BEEN FIXED.
Now. I still have to pull up all my files and programs and reinstall all my shortcuts, and I guarantee you that some new issue will present itself the second I post this, but. The point is. It works. For now.
[17:50] Xfeilynx: SASUKE PULLS THROUGH
[17:50] Xfeilynx: ONCE AGAIN
[17:50] dishonor4honor: HE IS LIKE
[17:50] Xfeilynx: FUCKING GODMOD
[17:50] dishonor4honor: UNKILLABLE
[17:50] dishonor4honor: BITCHES
[17:51] dishonor4honor: DANZOU-VIRUS THOUGHT HE HAD HIM
[17:51] dishonor4honor: BUT SASUKE NEVER DIES, BIZNATCHES
EDIT: sob, a-also I have reserved Lelouch at
kannagara_rpg MY TIME MANAGEMENT AND WILLPOWER, LET ME SHOW YOU THEM
Now. I still have to pull up all my files and programs and reinstall all my shortcuts, and I guarantee you that some new issue will present itself the second I post this, but. The point is. It works. For now.
[17:50] Xfeilynx: SASUKE PULLS THROUGH
[17:50] Xfeilynx: ONCE AGAIN
[17:50] dishonor4honor: HE IS LIKE
[17:50] Xfeilynx: FUCKING GODMOD
[17:50] dishonor4honor: UNKILLABLE
[17:50] dishonor4honor: BITCHES
[17:51] dishonor4honor: DANZOU-VIRUS THOUGHT HE HAD HIM
[17:51] dishonor4honor: BUT SASUKE NEVER DIES, BIZNATCHES
EDIT: sob, a-also I have reserved Lelouch at
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