elementalhero | /screams

I'm so goddamn lonely. No one talks to me. Even the people who talk to me on the job aren't really talking "to me," they're just talking and I am nodding my head and agreeing with whatever they say just so I can pretend someone is paying attention to me. Now a friend, the one person I was looking forward to coming to work with me, was made to quit the job by her intensely overbearing shithead parents for apparently no good reason at all, even after she bought her steel-toe shoes. And I am in a bad mood today, I yelled at my sister for no reason, and when I got on the phone with my mom and tried to talk to her about it, she was not sympathetic. And I'm PMS-ing on top of it, so everything seems worse than it actually is.

I think I'm actually going to cry.