Another Irish Drinking Song

Welp, 2 out of 6 pages done for my paper.

After it's done, I'm watching the Star Driver eps I missed, going to bed, and then hitting Kannagara up again tomorrow after my classes.

I never actually hiatused because I didn't expect school to blindside me with an effing eighteen-wheeler of OH SHIT I FORGOT I REALLY SHOULD BE DOING THIS THING THAT NEEDS TO BE DONE SOON, and now I am literally two weeks behind and I fell behind in the middle of a major, game-wide event, right after someone joined with two new castmates. I AM THE WORST ROLEPLAYER EVER AND I DON'T DESERVE ALL THE LOVELY PEOPLE IN IT ;;

I don't even know how to explain wth Lulu's been doing, my choices are:
1. backdate a metric fuckton of shit and constantly have outdated threads running forever
2. handwave something vague and frustrating to my castmates
3. backlog him getting killed off
4. do nothing and cry in a corner
5. put the finishing touches on Ax's app and hope no one notices Lelouch's timeline plot holes during the ensuing squeefest with the Animorphs CR. MISDIRECTION FOR THE WIN.


hrrrrrrrrrrrgh social rules, I fail at them even on the internet.

edit: as of 1:45 am, I have 2 and a half pages down, the only reason being that my uterus is attempting to strangle me to death and I am in severe pain that precludes having any sort of attention span.

edit: 1:50 am. curled up on bed in whimpering huddle. debating struggling to three pages and then writing other three during Astronomy, which I do not actually have to attend tomorrow

fuck I really hate being a woman sometimes

that's just the terrible truth

Okay, for the past two days in a row, I have had those absurd compound-complex dreams in which I wake up and am still dreaming and then I wake up for real. I have never had such dreams previously, and I'm not sure if I can blame Inception, because I saw it weeks ago.

Last night's was also some kind of textbook anxiety dream with all the anxiety symptoms, which included my teeth falling out. (That's supposed to be symbolic of fear of change/losing potency? which I only know from The Tommyknockers to begin with...) Although what's interesting about last night's is that I was trying to report to the school authorities that I was a victim of stalking/sexual harassment by this creepy guy who chased me down the hill to my Economics class (a class which I have never taken) and tried to lift my skirt, but in the dream, I couldn't remember how I got from the Econ class to reporting the guy chasing me, and I realized that I must have dreamed the guy, so I apologized to Campus Safety and said I had realized that never happened, I only dreamed it, but I might not have so maybe keep an eye out for the guy, and they nodded and sympathized with me. Then I woke up for real and was like "what the heck 0__o" In between that, I was in a public bathroom and overheard the president of the college plotting with a mob boss to murder his wife, but they found out I was listening, and they made me promise not to tell or I would be expelled. I had an extreme moral crisis, but then my teeth started falling out until my mouth was full of lose teeth (more than could possibly have fit in my jaw) and I had to clench my lips shut so I didn't lose any until I could get to a dentist to fix them. It was so bizarre. Perhaps my anticipation of finally not having to work in the hellhole that is OPM translated itself into life-transition anxiety?

In related-yet-other news, I am gearing my muses up to return to the wonderful world of RP, which I have missed like an ache in my soul for nine weeks of my life ;~~~; I was a bit chagrined and upset at first to see that Sasuke was reserved at Squarewarts by someone other then me while I was away, but I am determined to make the best of it. There is always museboxing, and far be it from me to deny another person the exquisite joy of playing that emo derpface. And hey, they might change their mind. Nym's reserved Blue and I have reserved Silver, so they will be making their triumphant, street-rat return to the halls of Hogwarts pretty soon. 8D

The most notable of my changes in muse roster at SW is that I have decided not to pick Ruby up again. Instead, I was bitten reeeaaally hard by a new muse... his dad. |D Yup, I intend to play Norman as an angry maverick Gym-Leader-turned-Phys-Ed-teacher with a delinquent son who's currently running around saving the world from global warming with his tiny girlfriend. Ruby-muse was not happy with me, but I think he'll get over it, as I am picking him up at counted_stars to play with his dad as played by the lovely connie_connike, who I met via dear_mun and who is ABSOLUTELY FABULOUS. I am also vibrating with the anticipation of playing my favorite dramatic_cape back at Kannagara. 8D I will be running crazy with apps and reapps next week, but it is so worth it.

Alright! Getting psyched up! ONE MORE DAY!!!!

I just walked my dog three miles for no reason! \o/ Don't worry, she needed the exercise.

Stole this meme from redbrunja:

When you see this message, post your favorite quote from three of your currently-airing fandoms.

"It wasn't me who was wrong. It was the world!"

"True beauty lies in the heart! The heart that's capable of love! You have to realize this, before the entire world is destroyed at your hands!" ;~~~~~~~;

Nightmare: "I shall rip out thy heart!"
Harry Dresden: "It's thine heart."

Hmm. I'm noticing a trend of things that sound outrageously ridiculous and stupidly epic. Oh well, I already knew I liked that anyway. ;D Guess the non-Harry-Dresden ones and win a prize of feeling good about yourself.

Nnngh. While my headache is better today, RP has been a mixed bag for me lately.

( Good, bad, and headache-inducing. )

There are more but I am tired. nnh. Anyway. Off to go see Iron Man 2, catch you all later~

8D ♥?

Name seven of your characters/muses

1. Sasuke Uchiha (AU) | impassive_eyes
2. Ruby (AU) | seeks_beauty
3. Lelouch vi Britannia | dramatic_cape
4. Itachi Uchiha (AU) | useddreameater
5. Silver (AU) | thisismyfight
6. Yellow (formerly AU) | sweet_hat
7. Madara Uchiha (CRACKverse) | haxxdamoon

( sob, look at how many are AU )

rofl that took forever BUT IT WAS WORTH IT

MY LAPTOP HAS BEEN FIXED.

Now. I still have to pull up all my files and programs and reinstall all my shortcuts, and I guarantee you that some new issue will present itself the second I post this, but. The point is. It works. For now.


[17:50] Xfeilynx: SASUKE PULLS THROUGH
[17:50] Xfeilynx: ONCE AGAIN
[17:50] dishonor4honor: HE IS LIKE
[17:50] Xfeilynx: FUCKING GODMOD
[17:50] dishonor4honor: UNKILLABLE
[17:50] dishonor4honor: BITCHES
[17:51] dishonor4honor: DANZOU-VIRUS THOUGHT HE HAD HIM
[17:51] dishonor4honor: BUT SASUKE NEVER DIES, BIZNATCHES

EDIT: sob, a-also I have reserved Lelouch at kannagara_rpg MY TIME MANAGEMENT AND WILLPOWER, LET ME SHOW YOU THEM

Time for a mostly non-fandom related update of ME!

I'm kind of supposed to be cleaning my room at this moment, so hush.  I've got hours.  My nana's bringing my little sisters back from the beach, ending my day or so of blissful solitude.  -_-  But things could be worse.  It's FINALLY SUMMER WEATHER HERE, GOD with a few days or so of glorious sunshine and temperatures in the 90s.  Where has this weather been for the past three goddamn months is what I'd like to know.  SUMMER IS SUPPOSED TO BE HOT.  THIS IS A RULE.

I've been getting my textbooks in the mail for a few days now.  I got them all (15 books) for about 250 dollars.  CRAZY AWESOME.  Thank god for Amazon.  And, well, most of them are trade paperbacks for my Tragedies seminar, so.  :D

omg omg omg I start college in a week and a half omg omg omg omg omg

Been running wild at squarewarts  with a new muse and other such shenanigans.  Not so good at kannagara_rpg , though; I feel bad, but lately I've only been able to tag once or twice a night there.  It's an amazing RP, but just... so srs bsns.  It's been getting to the point where I feel emotionally drained after a few rounds of tagging.  I don't know.  But we're coming up on a less hugeomg event, so maybe that'll help me settle down.  This stress may be due in part to the fact that I've been readjusting my sleep habits to prepare for college (where I have an 8:30 am class on Tuesdays and Thursdays) so I haven't been on as late as I used to be, when I got most of my tagging done in weeks past.  IDK.  Now that I've posted about it, I'm hoping having this out here in the public space will motivate me to do a better job!  Better Living Through Confessing Your Failures On Livejournal, that's my motto.

Not much else to say/confess shamefully, so I think I'll go back to cleaning my room!  Peace out~