Welp, 2 out of 6 pages done for my paper.
After it's done, I'm watching the Star Driver eps I missed, going to bed, and then hitting Kannagara up again tomorrow after my classes.
I never actually hiatused because I didn't expect school to blindside me with an effing eighteen-wheeler of OH SHIT I FORGOT I REALLY SHOULD BE DOING THIS THING THAT NEEDS TO BE DONE SOON, and now I am literally two weeks behind and I fell behind in the middle of a major, game-wide event, right after someone joined with two new castmates. I AM THE WORST ROLEPLAYER EVER AND I DON'T DESERVE ALL THE LOVELY PEOPLE IN IT ;;
I don't even know how to explain wth Lulu's been doing, my choices are:
1. backdate a metric fuckton of shit and constantly have outdated threads running forever
2. handwave something vague and frustrating to my castmates
3. backlog him getting killed off
4. do nothing and cry in a corner
5. put the finishing touches on Ax's app and hope no one notices Lelouch's timeline plot holes during the ensuing squeefest with the Animorphs CR. MISDIRECTION FOR THE WIN.
hrrrrrrrrrrrgh social rules, I fail at them even on the internet.
edit: as of 1:45 am, I have 2 and a half pages down, the only reason being that my uterus is attempting to strangle me to death and I am in severe pain that precludes having any sort of attention span.
edit: 1:50 am. curled up on bed in whimpering huddle. debating struggling to three pages and then writing other three during Astronomy, which I do not actually have to attend tomorrow
fuck I really hate being a woman sometimes
that's just the terrible truth
After it's done, I'm watching the Star Driver eps I missed, going to bed, and then hitting Kannagara up again tomorrow after my classes.
I never actually hiatused because I didn't expect school to blindside me with an effing eighteen-wheeler of OH SHIT I FORGOT I REALLY SHOULD BE DOING THIS THING THAT NEEDS TO BE DONE SOON, and now I am literally two weeks behind and I fell behind in the middle of a major, game-wide event, right after someone joined with two new castmates. I AM THE WORST ROLEPLAYER EVER AND I DON'T DESERVE ALL THE LOVELY PEOPLE IN IT ;;
I don't even know how to explain wth Lulu's been doing, my choices are:
1. backdate a metric fuckton of shit and constantly have outdated threads running forever
2. handwave something vague and frustrating to my castmates
3. backlog him getting killed off
4. do nothing and cry in a corner
5. put the finishing touches on Ax's app and hope no one notices Lelouch's timeline plot holes during the ensuing squeefest with the Animorphs CR. MISDIRECTION FOR THE WIN.
hrrrrrrrrrrrgh social rules, I fail at them even on the internet.
edit: as of 1:45 am, I have 2 and a half pages down, the only reason being that my uterus is attempting to strangle me to death and I am in severe pain that precludes having any sort of attention span.
edit: 1:50 am. curled up on bed in whimpering huddle. debating struggling to three pages and then writing other three during Astronomy, which I do not actually have to attend tomorrow
fuck I really hate being a woman sometimes
that's just the terrible truth
urrrrrgh trying to fill out this application for an overseas language program scholarship (because like hell I am going to work at Offset again this coming summer) and PAPERWORK IS THE MOST OBNOXIOUS THING. They accept online unofficial transcripts c/p'd into a Word document, but my Office of the Registrar doesn't do online transcripts, everything must have a physical signature, and waaah waaaah waaah this is the most stupid thing. It would take like three minutes to do this via computer BUT NOOOOOOOO.
If I miss getting this paperwork in because of these kinds of things, I will tear large chunks of my hair out.
If I miss getting this paperwork in because of these kinds of things, I will tear large chunks of my hair out.
random bits idek
Apr. 17th, 2010 05:09 pmMy chorus concert is tomorrow. After that, I don't have to set up those godforsaken risers again until December or so. Thank god.
nnngh but i have a project to do by Friday and also a History test on Wednesday that I absolutely have to do well on or else I'm in deep shit and the tests in that class are hideous, evil, twisted malign sentient demons that know all the secrets of your soul, and they hate you. /crais
Also I need more friends IRL and online that I can talk to about Code Geass. It's all built up inside me, and I'm like YOU GUYS I NEED TO HAVE SOME SORT OF CATHARTIC RELEASE FOR ALL THIS ~EMOOOOOOOTION~ and it's like, "yeah, Random, everyone watched that show a year ago." This is probably karma getting back at me for when I read Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows in one day, and then everyone around me took longer, and then there was the one friend who took like an entire month to read it, and by then I was sick of talking about it. SOB IS THERE NO END TO THIS CIRCLE OF HATRED AND BAD FANDOM TIMING?
Three more weeks until I never have to deal with my roommate's passive aggression ever again. aaaaahhhh~
nnngh but i have a project to do by Friday and also a History test on Wednesday that I absolutely have to do well on or else I'm in deep shit and the tests in that class are hideous, evil, twisted malign sentient demons that know all the secrets of your soul, and they hate you. /crais
Also I need more friends IRL and online that I can talk to about Code Geass. It's all built up inside me, and I'm like YOU GUYS I NEED TO HAVE SOME SORT OF CATHARTIC RELEASE FOR ALL THIS ~EMOOOOOOOTION~ and it's like, "yeah, Random, everyone watched that show a year ago." This is probably karma getting back at me for when I read Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows in one day, and then everyone around me took longer, and then there was the one friend who took like an entire month to read it, and by then I was sick of talking about it. SOB IS THERE NO END TO THIS CIRCLE OF HATRED AND BAD FANDOM TIMING?
Three more weeks until I never have to deal with my roommate's passive aggression ever again. aaaaahhhh~
/LOUD HEADDESKING SOUNDS
Apr. 4th, 2010 11:29 pmI have to start automatically calling RP hiatuses when I go home for periods of time shorter than a week. I never get on the computer when I'm spending limited amounts of time with my family. Especially around holidays.
Easter was nice. Especially nice when I evolved my Eevee into an Umbreon after three straight days of grinding, grooming, and pampering. rofl that's probably some sort of blasphemy or something.
HNNNNGH to-do list:
~Aphra Behn Paper: due April 9
~Human Voice Project: due April 21
~History test: April 21, for which I have to do nine long chapters of reading FML FML
~oh yeah, and STUDYING FOR EVERYTHING EVER
I'm still better off than I was at this time last semester, though, so that is something to look at as an accomplishment :U
I'm also sooo behind in RP, |D. In XI, I just kind of hover around the fringe, but I think I have some tag left hanging from last week still. :/ feeling kind of bad about that, but I know I'm not going to do it tonight, my brain's not in the right shape. Maybe I should hiatus there for a week, get my head on straight.
I'd like to curl up under a rock and not come out until May 8, please. D|
Easter was nice. Especially nice when I evolved my Eevee into an Umbreon after three straight days of grinding, grooming, and pampering. rofl that's probably some sort of blasphemy or something.
HNNNNGH to-do list:
~Aphra Behn Paper: due April 9
~Human Voice Project: due April 21
~History test: April 21, for which I have to do nine long chapters of reading FML FML
~oh yeah, and STUDYING FOR EVERYTHING EVER
I'm still better off than I was at this time last semester, though, so that is something to look at as an accomplishment :U
I'm also sooo behind in RP, |D. In XI, I just kind of hover around the fringe, but I think I have some tag left hanging from last week still. :/ feeling kind of bad about that, but I know I'm not going to do it tonight, my brain's not in the right shape. Maybe I should hiatus there for a week, get my head on straight.
I'd like to curl up under a rock and not come out until May 8, please. D|
*just realized she has no life*
Oct. 19th, 2009 08:27 pmSo I was going to write a hugelong entry about Ruby's character, dissecting his relationships with his father and his Pokemon and the people around him and how he manages to be a huge woobie and also kind of a Jerk Ass and then a woobie again, but like, DARK WOOBIE-ISM in which he kind of subverts Woobie norms, and then I was going to talk about Sapphire and how awesome she is, and how cheap it was that she was completely kicked out of the final battle just so the full depth of Ruby's honestly screwed-up character could be explored, which upset me because I think Sapphire could have been just as screwed up as he was but they didn't bother after she spent the whole arc kicking ass and *pants pants pants, ran out of breath*
And then I went and read the FireRed/LeafGreen arc and completely forgot about it in favor of squealing "SILVER, SILVER, SILVER, SILVER, SILVER, RED, MEWTWO, YELLOW, SILVER, DEOXYS, MOSTLY SILVER, GREEN, SILVER, BLUE, BLUE, BLUE, STILL MOSTLY SILVER, GIOVANNI, OH MY GOD SILVER OH MY GOD"--*shot*
And then I forgot about Ruby and Sapphire again. ^^;;
THE FIRST PAPER'S DONE, HAHAHANOW I'VE ONLY GOT ONE MORE OF THE SAME SIZE TO DO, FML FML
Also, this arc featured what I like to call RED GRADUALLY LOSING MORE AND MORE CLOTHING:

Red: "GIOVANNI THINKS HE'S SO COOL WITH HIS JACKET-STRIPPING ACTION, SO I THINK I'LL SHOW HIM HOW IT'S DONE!" *whoosh~*

Enemy RED used STRIP! RANDOM has fainted!
...I have no life.
And then I went and read the FireRed/LeafGreen arc and completely forgot about it in favor of squealing "SILVER, SILVER, SILVER, SILVER, SILVER, RED, MEWTWO, YELLOW, SILVER, DEOXYS, MOSTLY SILVER, GREEN, SILVER, BLUE, BLUE, BLUE, STILL MOSTLY SILVER, GIOVANNI, OH MY GOD SILVER OH MY GOD"--*shot*
And then I forgot about Ruby and Sapphire again. ^^;;
THE FIRST PAPER'S DONE, HAHAHA
Also, this arc featured what I like to call RED GRADUALLY LOSING MORE AND MORE CLOTHING:

Red: "GIOVANNI THINKS HE'S SO COOL WITH HIS JACKET-STRIPPING ACTION, SO I THINK I'LL SHOW HIM HOW IT'S DONE!" *whoosh~*

Enemy RED used STRIP! RANDOM has fainted!
...I have no life.