since i'm on a school computer with no way to write fanfiction...

[elementalhero]

I think I'll just make a random babbly post again! YAAAAAAAAY

I woke up too late this morning to eat breakfast before my CORE Japan class, which is supposed to be about culture and stuff but is actually an econ course in disguise THANKS PROFESSOR KATO >O all the other CORE Japan classes are reading The Tale of Genji and talking about bushido and the Heian period while I am looking at charts s-sob TT__TT So I ate an orange after class let out, which was around 9:45, but it was a little green and now my tummy hurts for some reason. :C YOU WOULD THINK I WOULD BE MUCH MORE EMO ABOUT TODAY, BUT I'VE BEEN SURPRISINGLY MELLOW ABOUT EVERYTHING.

Which is funny, considering all the entries around both my senior and junior years of high school at this time are full of WANGST and EMUUUUU and general fail whining. Perhaps my vow about a month ago to not let anything Masashi Kishimoto does bother me anymore has broadened and expanded to all walks of life? I HAVE ACHIEVED ZEN THROUGH CRAPPY MANGA 8D and capslock, too.

Polanskigate is full of fail, but other people have expressed their rage far better than I ever could. My problem is, I can at times be extremely eloquent, and at other times be extremely angry, but I can rarely be extremely eloquent while I'm angry. D| So either I look like some cold dispassionate person who doesn't really care, or a SPITTING FOAMING BALL OF RAAAAABIES. I can't win. I also feel kind of awkward and bad because this whole stupid story came out a day after I started writing that huge M-rated fic mentioned in an earlier post, and I'm starting to feel uncomfortable writing it because like I don't know, it's just weird to be really angry about Polanski and then write something involving dark themes that are similar and I feel kind of bad about it. But at the same time, I haven't written this much this fast since...um, a long time. WHY DO I FAIL AT BEING A NORMAL HUMAN BEEEEING SOB *forks self in head* fine, I'm going to hell, whatever.

I wanna get a DS and play 358/2 Daysssss~~ Kingdom Hearts, I miss you. ;_; (Is there a Riku portion of the game? Is there? Please? *WANTS*)

It's so cold here nowadays. D| It also has rained on/off nonstop for FIVE DAYS. graaaaah upstate New York D| D| D|

/fails to conclude post in a snappy, concise manner

Comments

[the-sun-is-up.livejournal.com]

it's just weird to be really angry about Polanski and then write something involving dark themes that are similar and I feel kind of bad about it.

Aw, I understand why that would feel weird. However there's a huge gaping difference between exploring dark, twisted themes in fiction, and actually doing those things in real life.

[okroginator.livejournal.com]

Is this weird? The worse or more uncomfortable I feel writing this, the more I want to continue, as if there's something I have to prove to myself.

However there's a huge gaping difference between exploring dark, twisted themes in fiction, and actually doing those things in real life.

This is true, and that's where I think people fail to draw the distinction. Like people who say that violent video games cause children to go out and commit violent crimes. That's bullshit. No one makes you do things but yourself, and if you can't draw that important line between fantasy and reality, you don't belong in society.

[strange_quark]

Perhaps my vow about a month ago to not let anything Masashi Kishimoto does bother me anymore has broadened and expanded to all walks of life? I HAVE ACHIEVED ZEN THROUGH CRAPPY MANGA 8D and capslock, too.

I'd like to think I'm at this place, but if Sakura comes back into the manga and he completely mangles her character I can't promise I won't write an extremely bitchy entry about it. PHEAR MY RAGE, FOR IT IS SO POTENT I WILL... BLOG ABOUT IT! -_-

it's just weird to be really angry about Polanski and then write something involving dark themes that are similar and I feel kind of bad about it.

What the_sun_is_up said. Exploring those dark themes is not the same as forgiving them, or even condoning them.

It's so cold here nowadays. D| It also has rained on/off nonstop for FIVE DAYS. graaaaah upstate New York D| D| D|

The other day I wore sweatpants, a cashmere sweater, and a sweatshirt, and I was still cold.

So basically, I feel you girl.

[okroginator.livejournal.com]

If Sakura comes back and is badly handled, the internet will break from the weight of my sadness. That's the one thing my happiness with this manga really hinges on. As long as Sakura is handled well, I don't care.

th-thank you for supporting my scary bad fanfictionz

*sobs* IT'S SO COLD, WHYYY. Today I could see my breath at 4 pm 8D

[strange_quark]

... How have you been happy with this manga since the Sasori fight? *shot*

It's for sefish reasons entirely. *Grabby hands at the wrongness~* lol kidding

I don't knooooooow. I r unhappy. >|||

[okroginator.livejournal.com]

can we not talk about this please :[

IT'S 5500 WORDS AND STILL ONLY TWO-THIRDS DONE, WHAAAAAAAAAT D8

[strange_quark]

I suppose absent is marginally better than having her character assassinated...

Aaaagh I'm so bitter. I've been pissed since that whole "NARUTOOOOO NARUTO COME BACK PLEAAAAASE" business in the last arc.

*Kicks you in the direction of those remaining 2750 words~*