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Apr. 4th, 2011 09:31 pmmy ass is so sick right now
i can't afford this
i have too many things to do
i can't afford this
i have too many things to do
So of course I have been way too happy lately, so happy in fact that my body couldn't take its sheer force anymore and started breaking down on me somewhere around Friday night. I have this awful cold right now and it's making me tired, spacey, and miserable. Despite this, I am determined to be as happy as possible about all the great things that continue to happen to me. I obtained Cute Boy's cell number (>D), though I have yet to work up the nerve to call him and ask if he wants to study Japanese with me sometime (step on it, self! but not while sick, bad move).
My classes are going well, my friends make me insanely happy on a daily basis, chorus starts today, and I went to another Women's Studies Luncheon! Things are great, even when my sinus passages attempt to crash the party.
My classes are going well, my friends make me insanely happy on a daily basis, chorus starts today, and I went to another Women's Studies Luncheon! Things are great, even when my sinus passages attempt to crash the party.
So, usually when I get my period, I have some bad cramps and often minor digestive issues for the first couple days, and then I'm okay.
Today, I can't even walk without severe discomfort and/or pain.
My cramps are so bad that all the joints in my legs hurt, my back feels like I tried to lift something heavy, and the pills, they do nothing.
And you know what, that wouldn't be so bad by itself. I've had severe cramping before.
But either I caught a bug that just happened to coincide with my menstrual cycle, or my hormones are trying to dissolve all my organs, because to put it this way, I have been on and off the toilet for twenty minutes at a time for the past three hours.
I skipped my Sociology class. I am in the middle of missing the second-to-last rehearsal before our chorus concert (:C), and I plan to miss the two-hour martial arts training session, because I literally cannot walk more than twenty steps before having to run to a bathroom or just collapse with pain.
This is the worst day ever.
Today, I can't even walk without severe discomfort and/or pain.
My cramps are so bad that all the joints in my legs hurt, my back feels like I tried to lift something heavy, and the pills, they do nothing.
And you know what, that wouldn't be so bad by itself. I've had severe cramping before.
But either I caught a bug that just happened to coincide with my menstrual cycle, or my hormones are trying to dissolve all my organs, because to put it this way, I have been on and off the toilet for twenty minutes at a time for the past three hours.
I skipped my Sociology class. I am in the middle of missing the second-to-last rehearsal before our chorus concert (:C), and I plan to miss the two-hour martial arts training session, because I literally cannot walk more than twenty steps before having to run to a bathroom or just collapse with pain.
This is the worst day ever.
pain, without love
Nov. 14th, 2009 03:19 pmhnnnnnnnnnngh I have this massive, massive headache because my right contact isn't working and so I'm near-sighted in my right eye and perfectly sighted in my left eye, and it's giving me this splitting headache right down the middle of my forehead. I took some acetaminophen about an hour ago, and that helped, but I can feel them slowly wearing off. Also, my stomach feels funny. :C
I just....there are a lot of things I want to say, but this headache is preventing any kind of complex thoughts from forming.
I just....there are a lot of things I want to say, but this headache is preventing any kind of complex thoughts from forming.
WORST DAY EVER.
I was not allowed by my mom to skip on my Senior Skip Day. So I was a loser and had no friends all day.
Then I did crappy on a Physics test.
Then my balloon car got thrown out by the janitors, so no extra credit. Which, yanno, could have helped with that test.
Then I had a diet bar for lunch. Yum.
Then I had the ending of And Then There Were None spoiled for me while I was reading it.
Then I got my period four days early, ruining one perfectly good set of underwear and putting me in a shitload of pain. I get cramps so bad that my ankles ache.
Just, I hate everything right now.
The only good things about today were playing pickleball (a fusion of tennis and pingpong) in gym and reading the week's manga chapters.
Day 15 of 21 -- snow???
Dec. 18th, 2008 10:01 pmWe just had our Christmas Concert! Finally, I can rest in chorus class--or not, since Districts are less than a month away. AIEEEEEEE
Snow is supposed to whack us tomorrow. Either we'll have a preemptive snow day, or get out early from school, but we're supposed to get, like, 4-5 inches. Yay!
My jeans feel looser! :DDDDD I've lost about two pounds in the past two-three days just from sickness and general malaise. I ate a whole ton today, though, but I feel I deserved it. I'll be right back on the wagon today, don't worry--and in any case, it was healthy food that I needed, since I've been eating so little over being sick.
I could write more, but stuff needs to get done here, so I shall leave you! If I'm on at odd hours tomorrow, it means that the wonderful joy of snow has delivered me from the hellish purgatory of school.
Snow is supposed to whack us tomorrow. Either we'll have a preemptive snow day, or get out early from school, but we're supposed to get, like, 4-5 inches. Yay!
My jeans feel looser! :DDDDD I've lost about two pounds in the past two-three days just from sickness and general malaise. I ate a whole ton today, though, but I feel I deserved it. I'll be right back on the wagon today, don't worry--and in any case, it was healthy food that I needed, since I've been eating so little over being sick.
I could write more, but stuff needs to get done here, so I shall leave you! If I'm on at odd hours tomorrow, it means that the wonderful joy of snow has delivered me from the hellish purgatory of school.
Day 14 of 21 -- aughhghghg
Dec. 17th, 2008 07:26 pmStill. Sick. It isn't like normal sick--it's just this incessant pain in my stomach and abdomen that doesn't go away unless I lie down and lay very very still. And I get slightly light headed and feel twice as bad right after I eat.. When I eat.
I have eaten very little today. If there is one good thing to be said, it is that my diet is going well.
I didn't finish that rough draft last night, but I managed to squeak by in class without needing it, thanks to a 2-hour delay and some distractions. Better luck tonight, hopefully.
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Day 13 of 21 -- uuuughgghhghg kill me
Dec. 16th, 2008 08:50 pmIn good news, I have eaten probably fewer than 1000 calories today.
In bad news, I feel like crap and I'm sick. Suffice to say, it's an eight-letter word beginning with "d" and ending with shits.
In worse news, I have a term paper to write tonight after my English teacher whom I once loved totally copped out on helping everyone with their outlines and such and I have no idea where to begin and I have learned nothing.
whyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
In bad news, I feel like crap and I'm sick. Suffice to say, it's an eight-letter word beginning with "d" and ending with shits.
In worse news, I have a term paper to write tonight after my English teacher whom I once loved totally copped out on helping everyone with their outlines and such and I have no idea where to begin and I have learned nothing.
whyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
Sorry for not being around
Nov. 22nd, 2008 12:06 pmYeah, I've had a busy past couple of days. Went to the Twi-lol movie and actually was pleasantly surprised (more on that in some other entry).
Right now, I'm just catching up on RP tags and watching the Death Note movie. Oh, and I have a cold. Crap.
Pointless post.
Right now, I'm just catching up on RP tags and watching the Death Note movie. Oh, and I have a cold. Crap.
Pointless post.
ABJECT MISERY: THE RETURN
Aug. 28th, 2008 02:53 pmI am sick. I am soooo sick.
Woke up at 6 in the morning, and threw up. Felt bad but not too bad, but elected not to go to school so I could get better for work tonight.
Literally the second everybody left the house, I threw up the small glass of water I had drunk. Felt worse, sooo much worse. Went back to sleep, and woke up with the shits. There is no other word for it: the shits.
Now I'm worried about dehydrating, and I slept for about five hours today. And I'm hungry, but afraid to eat.
;_;
In unrelated news, I have discovered the awesomeness of Naruto-Arena. It makes calculus bearable. :D
Woke up at 6 in the morning, and threw up. Felt bad but not too bad, but elected not to go to school so I could get better for work tonight.
Literally the second everybody left the house, I threw up the small glass of water I had drunk. Felt worse, sooo much worse. Went back to sleep, and woke up with the shits. There is no other word for it: the shits.
Now I'm worried about dehydrating, and I slept for about five hours today. And I'm hungry, but afraid to eat.
;_;
In unrelated news, I have discovered the awesomeness of Naruto-Arena. It makes calculus bearable. :D
Just in case anyone was concerned--
May. 31st, 2008 10:37 pmI NOW AM ON MEDICATION.
NEVER FEAR, AZITHROMYCIN IS HERE! ALSO FEXOFENADINE, WHICH TREATS THE ALLERGIES THAT I DIDN'T KNOW I HAD. YAY.
......
YOU WON'T BE HEARING ME WHINE ABOUT DEATH ANYMORE, AT LEAST.
Dear diary, I seem to be dead.
May. 29th, 2008 06:12 pmOkay. It's not funny anymore, Universe. Stop it now.
My cold has mutated into a full-blown sinus infection that doesn't seem to be getting any better, no matter what I do. My dad has been concerned for a while and my current state of affairs has even convinced my mom to schedule me a doctor's appointment tomorrow during school. I'm not sure if this means I'm actually going to school. Normally, I'd argue long and hard for me going to school, but I'm just so sick of it. I'd rather not go to school, if I can help it. Especially since I feel like an entire bucketful of the thick, putrid sewage that I've been coughing up on a regular basis. I also can't sing (there goes chorus class as a release), can barely talk, and sinus pressure headaches come and go. My ears pop a lot, too. I'm really, really miserable.
In moderately happier news, I finished rereading Johnny the Homicidal Maniac! Anyone care to rave with me?
....Anyone?
...I feel kind of lonely.
ABJECT MISERY, PART DEUX: UGH.
May. 27th, 2008 10:20 amOkay.
This isn't funny anymore, Gods of Sinus Infections. I am tired, miserable, in pain, and I haven't eaten in about eighteen hours. What the hell do you want from me?
Thankfully, my head is no longer in danger of imploding from the amount of crud stuck in there, as I have done nothing for the past hour but cough up crud, sneeze crud, and blow crud out nose. Ew. You don't even want to imagine. Seriously, how did it all fit? Here's a tidbit of information for you: my neck muscles are stiff and in pain from holding up my head. I must have drunk gallons of Airborn (this super-charged vitamin stuff that has over 1000 mg of Vitamin C, among others. Technically, you're supposed to take it to prevent the common cold, but I'm just usng it as a back-up weapon now.), used 237,829 tissues, and still I am not done.
Plus, just to kick me in the kidneys while I'm down, my right eye is now itchy and slightly red. If this migrated to my eyes to give me pink-eye, I will scream until I die.
Ironically, I've been reading The Host. Makes me sympathize with Melanie. Germs, please stop hijacking my head to make more little demonic copies of yourselves.
On a happier note, I finished the ninth Pendragon book. SOMEONE RANT WITH ME PLEASE AIEEEE~
I'll be here all day if you need me. Peace out. D:
This isn't funny anymore, Gods of Sinus Infections. I am tired, miserable, in pain, and I haven't eaten in about eighteen hours. What the hell do you want from me?
Thankfully, my head is no longer in danger of imploding from the amount of crud stuck in there, as I have done nothing for the past hour but cough up crud, sneeze crud, and blow crud out nose. Ew. You don't even want to imagine. Seriously, how did it all fit? Here's a tidbit of information for you: my neck muscles are stiff and in pain from holding up my head. I must have drunk gallons of Airborn (this super-charged vitamin stuff that has over 1000 mg of Vitamin C, among others. Technically, you're supposed to take it to prevent the common cold, but I'm just usng it as a back-up weapon now.), used 237,829 tissues, and still I am not done.
Plus, just to kick me in the kidneys while I'm down, my right eye is now itchy and slightly red. If this migrated to my eyes to give me pink-eye, I will scream until I die.
Ironically, I've been reading The Host. Makes me sympathize with Melanie. Germs, please stop hijacking my head to make more little demonic copies of yourselves.
On a happier note, I finished the ninth Pendragon book. SOMEONE RANT WITH ME PLEASE AIEEEE~
I'll be here all day if you need me. Peace out. D:
LOSER PERSON HAS LOSER DAY
May. 24th, 2008 12:21 pmMy day so far:
Decided not to go to travel team softball practice so I could sleep in for another hour and a half.
Blew nose 4,383,748,590 times because of damn cold.
Got up and ate breakfast. Went to computer and did nothing fortwo three hours in my jammies.
Regretted not going to softball practice because no one is home and I inexplicably want to socialize.
Looked in fridge for food and found like 4 bars of cream cheese. Wondered why family needs so much cream cheese when we don't even eat bagels.
Wished for a bagel.
Did not get bagel.
Was sad.
Smelled leftover pizza in outside fridge but found none. Was worried because I could still smell it and it was making me hungry.
Spent ten minutes barking at dog when dog barked, just to feel like I was having a conversation.
Am now angsting on LiveJournal.
I am such. A. Loser.
I think I will scrounge for food (no pizza! Where did it go? I know there was some! I'M NOT CRAZY!), and go do something productive likelight things on fire burn the cardboard trash. Something moderately productive and requiring movement.
Decided not to go to travel team softball practice so I could sleep in for another hour and a half.
Blew nose 4,383,748,590 times because of damn cold.
Got up and ate breakfast. Went to computer and did nothing for
Regretted not going to softball practice because no one is home and I inexplicably want to socialize.
Looked in fridge for food and found like 4 bars of cream cheese. Wondered why family needs so much cream cheese when we don't even eat bagels.
Wished for a bagel.
Did not get bagel.
Was sad.
Smelled leftover pizza in outside fridge but found none. Was worried because I could still smell it and it was making me hungry.
Spent ten minutes barking at dog when dog barked, just to feel like I was having a conversation.
Am now angsting on LiveJournal.
I am such. A. Loser.
I think I will scrounge for food (no pizza! Where did it go? I know there was some! I'M NOT CRAZY!), and go do something productive like
ch-ch-ch-changes~
Feb. 1st, 2008 06:50 pmNew layout, yay.
I'm sick and I just had the most boring day of my life ever. Well, no, I've probably had more boring days. BUT WTF I'M SUPPOSED TO GO TO DISTRICT CHORUS IN FIVE DAYS. AND MY THROAT HAS DIED. STAB YOU, UNIVERSE. GO TO HELL.
Nothing else to say that isn't mindless and boring.
I'm sick and I just had the most boring day of my life ever. Well, no, I've probably had more boring days. BUT WTF I'M SUPPOSED TO GO TO DISTRICT CHORUS IN FIVE DAYS. AND MY THROAT HAS DIED. STAB YOU, UNIVERSE. GO TO HELL.
Nothing else to say that isn't mindless and boring.
